holiday...

finaly reach home........so nice,so relax at here....
actually kl also no bad la,cz gt geng at there la,haha
shit...dun know wat stupid luck..that day go clubing,
my bag kena send to kajang,all the key ic credit card,all inside..stupid....
then no house key how to go in,and then some more i was ordy promise wit jay they all after clubing we terus go genting,bt how i know...so shuai..
i know this is my second time fang fei ji for all of your..
is no second time,still gt alot of small small time la,sorry la.....
LENG ZAI....------------NA NA NA----- CAN C OR NT??
this time i really gt write u le hor....lengzai...HAHA...sorry also,cz u know la,i told u ordy,i no house key cant go in take my thing,i take back my key is ordy 11 at night,sorry sorry ok???i know u wont angry wit me der right??haha....
thx for your lolipop also la,and DUN FORGET THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGSSS.....
my ICE CREAM and TGI FRIDAY 1 meal..HAHA........
and thx always bring me go eat dinner and belanja me...haha
hmm...y that day i forget call shawn...y i ....omg...dun say about that ,i still angry .....stupid....
after that day i feel so down.....cz of the clubing la,dance also wrong a??haizz...
just play play only ma,u know the role i know the role then ok ordy...how i know u like that guy o??if u tell me before i sure and promise i wont dance so close wit him la...sorry lo,kk??no next time....
bt now feel ok abit..haha...cz that day go shopping wit shawn then i buy the dress...that i like very much..bt is sooooo expensive...129 POK GAI ORDY LA..
after that we go his friend house and name i forget ordy...haha..paise la..
then we drink abit ...no really so much..bt my skin is ordy cant tahan....chu jiu mo...so gatar..haha....after that eat eat eat lo...
reach mentari is ordy 2 something..chat wit my bro for awhile is ordy 5 someting..hiazz.....everyday so late that i slp.....so tired. bt is happy.......
*baby....huisan i love you...thx for that day...however we lose the bag la,bt i really hv fun wit u wendy racher kenny and....forget the name...haha....
*LENG ZAI sorry lo.......i will remember your A|X dun worry ...ok??/wait i fa da first ok??i sure will buy de ..haha
hahahaha

final exam ++ shopping

final exam is coming...actually need start to study ordy,bt sat daddy is come from johor for visit my aunty,and bring 2 little sista and bro..so early in the i ordy meet they all at sunway hotel.....slp over there 1 night,they all going back on 2++something actually i really wanna go shopping,bt....daddy was busy,and still gt 2 little kids...how i go...wan shu ee jie company me go bt,2of us are bring our laptop wan left at car also cant,kl are so dengours scare other ppl stone,bt wan to bring 2 big labtop go shooping..that 1 really to crazy....so i thinking like is ok la,wait after final exam finish first then go shopping la,so...su ee jie was send me back to.. mentari(that place that i stay)hehe....
i was so so so tired....then when to slp,when i wake up is ordy 8pm on night...waaaa.....ryan and jacky is calling me go they are house study..that time ah yu and yan wei is ordy there...actually they all start study at afternoon until night ordy boring then cal me come study also...blek...(hehe)bt i really no mood for study...shopping mood was so strong...so i went to shopping...haha until 10pm all the shop are closing then i baru nak balik study....however just a fewwwwwwwwwww hour,bt i really spend alot of money ordy.....so hurt...my money.......flyyyyyyyyyy

the zhan li ping after i shopping.........waaaaaaa......so happy...long time no go for shopping,i LOVE SHOPPING.......
After shooping i was ordy gt abit mood la,no really so strong so bring my laptop go to ryan and jacky house,they all are ordy wan finish study le ,waaa....i just wan to start...lucky i gt slp on afternoon,if no......i will died......study until around 3 something....3of us feel so hungry ....so...........EATING TIME.....

RYAN GORENG THE HOTDOGSSS AND SOME..........

JACKY IS COOKING THE MEE......
AND ME???JUST BUSY for take picture and laugh them...and wait for eat.....haha like da xiao jie....so nice.......

fianly can eat ordy......a bit slow...haha

EATING TIME...EAT EAT EAT.......
AFTER finish eating..ryan are the first person run to slp....lucky jacky still gtcompany me study until 5 then i saw he really tired..the eyes look likethat feel...so i call he go slp...and study for awhile....i when back to my house around 6.45...faster go change and rush to kl interview for my canada visa..i reach there around 7.30..bt they start on 8.30..omg...stupid...y i'm so stupid..i tot is 8...cz kia shu ma...run there first,bt how i know early so much...haha...wait until 8.30..yeah i'm the first person...haizz......first person interview so wat...stupid....angry...haizzz...change topic....
2day i dun know how to answer ac o...no balance also...sad ,
is ok la....haizzzzzzz...hope i can pass my term 2...lolx

wat going on.....

omg....
my friend friend pass away again..
omg....y around me always like that....wat is life??
that is so beautiful.....bt y...so short,he just same age wit me??
wat going on??/??
sad......everybody must zhen xi everyppl around u,dun forget....if u really love him or her......
dun sebuk sebuk,malu malu,tuo tuo la la.....must tell them.....life are so short...
i have ordy happend it.....
i hope this wont happend again...for everyone also
i love your.....my friendss......hui san,chua,jo,chin,james,jc,ry,jia ying,hui gui,jay,selin,lei,......love you.......
I LOVE YOU.........
i hope i can change everything...
i need helppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
i really feel tired....



when i was driving i will becaful or sit other ppl car also...ok?/dun worry about me,and dun be sad....i will aways be wit u ,i will no let u alone...freind forever ok??be happy...any happend just call my phone,24 hour....

sunway.....

2day my dad and my family come to kl for visit my 1anti.....she operation.....dun know wat happpen..now stiil at icu.i was so worry......hope everything will be all right...
so tired.....final is coming...monday my first peper...account...omg i havnet study yet...so stress and scare...how har????/
2day bring my 2 little kids my youngest sista and bro go sunway lagoon.....reach they around 2 someting ordy..abit late..bt they all still hv fun at there....bt me??no...cz need to bring 2 kids..they all run here and there..i like anti....need call they all come here and cant do this at there..my friends tot i'm mummy ordy la....so malu...
after finish ,we go have a dinner wit my happy family...hu hu..at drogan i.......long time no go watch movie ordy,i wan...bt full house...shit.....sad la,bt 2day we eat full until cant walk..i tot i on diet ne...bt i think fail ordy la..
i wan shopping wai daddy...bt fail again....too much ppl follow..how to go....sad sad sad.....

i hate you

i hate u ,
i hate u ..................................

i hope i can fly...

2day so sweet.....i slp until 12......full on slp......i hv an engery back....
dun know how to say for my 2day life.....so unlucky..
long time no go for swim,feel gatar2,after the pastry class ,jay fetch me to rizuan and swim wit me,
i just swim 5 round...the 6 round half way...omg..my leg...is happend again..stupid tulang....hard to say,just feel pain....haizzzz.....i think is because i forget to warm up first before i swim..bt is ok la,hope this will no happend again...
2day cant scl again,need to study geo..i hate geo................................................
hope i can answer 2moro geo question......
i hate visa

i hate doing this..

omg...
so stupid.....2day i dun hv class in this morning,so i when to kl to do my visa....omg..
so stupid..so susah la,need this and that,this wan cant that 1 cant again...feel waana kill myself...the usa visa more ..........................................
too tired ordy for 2day..so i when back early ang going to help chef karam...feel so bad...
dun know y......thurday gt exam...i havent start study yet....i think his time i died la
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

blur

blur blur day...
2day when i was wake up...feel so blur...omg....cz late wake up...so faster run to college..lucky 2day chef hati baik,no marah me...2day my station cook started...so boring..the menu is easy bt take alot of this to prepare....cz of stupid egg....chef wan us cook like half boil egg..outside hard inside soft...that 1 is easy..bt than when u korpek that time..u wil know ordy....than hard waaaa...
we split around 3o egg...all broken and throw...then cook again...and try....finaly is done...cz dun 1 to waste oo much egg i try 2eat all broken eggs ,bt cant..omg...2day i really eat too much egg,almost wan to vomint,i think this month no more egg again ..so geli la.
after finish cook,hurry run back bath and change then go back college again,we gt MORAL ACTING competition for 2day...our is the last group on 2day..lucky..
hehe.....SO fun,i;m kids are HIV POSITIVE in story..then....dun know nice or nt for our group acting,reslut will come out on 2moro..still have 8 group left...bt all of us really try our best ordy..will won or nt,just take it be a experience la.hehe....bt sure i hope us will win la..

HAO LIAO.......
HUI SAN....congratulation a......happy ending la...for u.....i also bang ni kai xin la........hope u and him will as long as forever la,that time still feel sad,he dun 1 layan u la,now???just now c u so happyness i also happy la,next time stil gt anything must tell me ..ok???/dun think too much...u and him just 2gether..now is most sweet sweet time o ,so dun think other,enjoy it..that is not dreamssss...dun worry k??/and i think u need belanja me mkn..i really go church bless for u...i give u all my happyness and lucky lo.....u must help collect and use it o.....

jacky....suku la...this few day quite close wit jacky ryan they all...they all are so cute...so funny..jacky come my house wan me teach him math...who now i also dun know...in the end 2of us dont do any thing...then i help him prepare 2moro moral thind..then he play my com..and help me install alof of game...thx la..this is my first time play game at computer..mostly i always use pc to on9 only....hehe..abit happy la.thx la...i dun know cz jacky too boring or wat..he use my pc copy other ppl and do something...add some salt and pepper make the pic llok so funny...most pic sure is from mine la..haizzzz
in the end no done the math yet...play until forget the time..he go back almost 3 lo,then sms me some more,say cant slp,crazy guy..hehe..2day i late to post my blog cz of thim la..

is a good day..

2day morning when i come back from mcd wit jacky is ordy around 6le,is was so tired,this is my 4day no slp le,feel likes waana died ordy,i was thinking like wanna go slp or nt,i promise wit patrick i will join they all go church on 9.15.just left 3hour to let me slp,wan to slp or nt,really cant make decision,i was so blur,then lying on bed,think alot of thing....then think think think...until slp......hehe....when i was wake up,is ordy 8.20,omg...lucky i dint late,cz i forget to set alam ,then rest for awhile,go brush my theeth and everything is done.....GAM GAM patrick call,then i go down and we going to church by >>>>(forget the name>his car go, this is my first time go to church,feel so excited and look forward, morning i was like thinking wanna go or not never go that ,scare cant mix wit other ppl la,whatever stupid thing la,lucky i go there,thx for god,i know alot of friends at there..feel happy and enjoy at church,whatever i still no really know dar culture,bt i think is ok,i still have time to learn...
this few day i really feel so sad and down,i feel so stress...feel i lose somewhere,friends and love relation problem makes me so tired and down ,somemore college problem,asessment asingment,...almost collapse.no body can share wit me,who that i can tell and help me,no 1,i feel so hard,this few date the brain or mind are always run out shun er face,i miss you,i really miss you....ning xin..y is me??i lost 2friends..my best friends..both of u are always helping me,give me alot of support,bt .................now i really lose everthing,is that fair???are u love me,god??,bt i know,that are ordy pass...now i need to learn how to stand myself,learn to settle everthing by myself..dun worry ,i can do it...i know.......
i'm the stupidest in this world,when 2 of u are still a live,i dun know how to treasure ppl,now,,,ntg that i hv,regreted ????it's too late..

new new new

my third bf....now become my best friend..
we just break last week,our relationship just only have that 1 year++
everything is over ordy,is that is my false???
actually is i say wanna break first,i know i hurt him alot,i was so sorry,i know u love me a lot than i love you..
bt i cant give u anything,our character are diffrent,that is we know before der,we try to tolerate/forgive each other,bt we still cant change anything,always fight because of a little small small thing .....i dun care you,i hope you can more free....so i dun 1 to control you,bt u always control me,i dun like..baby i really dun like,bt everything IS too late ,before that got some one are stealthily to come inside my heart, whatever i knoe he dun like me.bt i'm so stupid to wan give him watever that i have,this is my first time feel so hurt,feel the true love,bt i'm nt ,i am not he true love.my friends always say i'm stupid....choose the person dun like me der,bt like me that 1 i dun 1...hehe...IS THAT TRUE??yap,i think so, i'm idot....
sorry,my first love...XXXXX sorry, just now i really know wat feel that u hv before,so hurt,so many year ordy,this few year how u pass it???SORRY

MY ASSEMENT really make me so sad.
i feel so stress.....i really feel tired,i try my best to the best,
actually i ok for my result,bt just.....
bitch???i never kena ppl score me like this before?/i remember you,i tell you...
when other PPL be kindly for you, dont so lan si first, u tot who u're,STILL using your dad money,JUST A little kid,wanT score ppl,PLS THINK YOURSELF first,what you have????when u become REAL MAN FIRST....stupid FUCKER